Why I Don't Review Games

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Abstract

Problem: Why doesn't a veteran game developer with decades of experience review games, movies, or other media on his channel?

Approach: Tim Cain explains how years of professional game development have fundamentally changed the way he experiences entertainment — making it nearly impossible to consume media without involuntarily analyzing and redesigning it.

Findings: The developer mindset becomes permanent after decades: you can't stop critiquing UI, mechanics, sound design, level layout, and narrative decisions. This makes reviewing unfair to creators and unenjoyable for the reviewer. Instead, Tim recommends finding reviewers whose tastes align with yours and trusting their judgment.

Key insight: Decades of professional creation in any medium rewires how you experience that medium — you stop being a consumer and become a permanent critic, which is useful for development but destructive for enjoyment.

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFZSt3TaE7Q

1. The Outer Worlds Sequel Problem

Tim addresses why he doesn't talk much about The Outer Worlds despite frequent audience requests. As a contractor with Obsidian providing design consultancy on The Outer Worlds 2, questions like "what would you change?" or "what do you wish wasn't cut?" are precisely the thought process feeding into the sequel. Answering them would literally be talking about the sequel's design.

2. The Developer's Curse

After years as a lead and director, Tim finds it nearly impossible to play games without analyzing every detail — level layouts, mechanics, UI, music, sound effects. This analytical mindset extends beyond games:

  • Ready Player One — Enjoyed the book but couldn't stop questioning the movie's depiction of development and VR
  • Double Fine documentary — Recognized situations from his own career and couldn't stop thinking about what people should have done differently
  • Halo TV show — Couldn't enjoy it at all, both as a developer and as a fan of the series

His advice on media you don't enjoy: don't watch it, don't play it, don't buy it. Vote with your money.

3. Gray Box Levels and the Skill of Seeing Past Art

A valuable side effect of this analytical mindset: Tim became excellent at evaluating gray box levels — early prototype levels built with plain cubes for buildings, cylinders for props, and T-posed characters, designed to test mechanics and layout before art is ready.

Many colleagues couldn't see past the gray box. They'd hate a level when it was cubes and cylinders, then love it once art was applied — even if nothing else changed. This was frustrating because it meant you couldn't get meaningful feedback from decision-makers until most of the work was already done.

Tim recommends that indie developers especially cultivate this skill: you don't want to complete 90% of the work before discovering something fundamental isn't good.

4. Comfort Food Gaming

Tim frequently returns to games he played 5, 10, or 15 years ago because he can slip back into enjoying them without the analytical reflex kicking in. He compares it to macaroni and cheese — not a great meal, but comforting.

With newer games, he constantly redesigns them in his head: reworking UI (especially frustrating as someone who is colorblind), rethinking perk prerequisite trees, and getting pulled out of immersion by bad sound effects. He describes a specific example of a stealth kill sound effect so unfitting that it ruined an entire perk for him.

He suspects this is universal across creative professions — writers probably rewrite other people's dialogue, directors probably re-shoot scenes in their heads. Decades of creation in any medium makes pure consumption impossible.

5. How Tim Selects Review Channels

Rather than reviewing media himself, Tim watches reviewers he trusts. His method for finding them: watch reviews of things he's already experienced, find reviewers whose highs and lows match his own, then trust their recommendations for unfamiliar content.

  • Matt Barton — Game development interviews. Asks insightful, non-generic questions and has clearly played the games he discusses
  • Mortismal Gaming — Often waits to review games until completing them 100%, which captures slow starts and bad endings that other reviewers miss
  • Quinn's Ideas — Deep dives into science fiction books, particularly Dune. Surfaces connections and details that send Tim down further research rabbit holes
  • Jared Henderson — Philosophy, fantasy, and sci-fi books. Extremely insightful without being pretentious, with taste that closely matches Tim's own
  • Erik Kain (Forbes) — Movies and TV shows. Tim discovered him through an Outer Worlds review and found their tastes aligned closely, particularly on shows like The Lord of the Rings TV series where Kain articulated criticisms Tim felt but couldn't put into words

6. References